 Saturday, September 01, 2007
recently,my friends have been giving hints about my temper.i just seemed to lose my head easily nowadays. i cant blamed it much on my good friends either.it wasnt supposed to be liked this. well,how could i not bottled up my feelings as you grow up you see your some of your friends turned into a fcuking chick magnet and filthy bitches?a father who guaranteed insurance but no love?siblings who existed but pretended not to be?false hopes and insincerity?lies and deceit?rejections and stereotypes?snob and elitism?people who go out there and thinks they are better than the rest?fcuk that man. look around the youths.most of them lied that they are not one of them but totally yes,they lead a life liked them?fcuk you all. i faced this shit in my past and i carry my regret whenever i go.i fcuking wont deny that i cant go back to where i will just sit down and let things pass just liked "the life the way it supposed to be" thats total crap.and because of that beliefs,the fcukers out there tend to take advantage of the silence of the victims.thats why i shoot back whenever some fcukers out there tries to be funny. i cant deny that i cant resist the change thats taking over.sadly,i've become what i've fear.and i will accept this with an open heart. p.s.i will destroy the hate and whoever contributed in it.even if its going to take me along.we all lived with pretence every once in a while.its liked dreaming to become a superhero.where its far from reality.and to dream and achieved something fictionous is to lie.fiction is unreal.we all know that.have you ever realised this?or are going about to say that after you read this?does the concept applied whenever you raised the hopes in your friends,telling them the words they always dreaded.the words that made them felt needed?and i dont need the fcuking weekends to bring closer ties to my friends. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |