 Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i read ayukie blog.about her dad. well.its quite saddening sometimes yeah to see your own parents,the ones who brought you to this world, favour one of your siblings instead of yourself.the point is pointless even if you tried so hard to become what they expected. this is where i made myself a self-worthy,something that i am satisfied with what i had,rather than what people wanted me to had.im may not be that good to a person but damn right im good to the society.i believe this is a balance world,even though how hard it seems sometimes to fit it.my father wanted me to be liked his brothers sons and daughters.high education bla bla bla etc etc. but im good at other things.i may be slow but i promised you i will be there eventually.no one rushes me through what ive planned in life. it maybe different in a boy father and a girl father relationship but i wont let my father lay a single finger on my body when he himself dont appreciate me for what i am.i maybe sensitive but im not that naive. thats why,through my experiences that i had compiled,if the person is giving you too many problems or rather should i say,bringing you down,shake it off ,stand alone and start building a foundation for yourself with any person that could hold the walls for you, cause i believed at the end,i die alone and in my grave,theres no one but myself and questions waiting to be answered.. this is my beliefs.my tragedy.my ego yet it inspired me to make it through. p.s.make no exceptions.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |