 Friday, November 30, 2007
i tried to sleep with one eye open, a tragedy that used to be your sweet memory, it came back to me even if i woke up, i tried to drain it away but it keeps coming back, it keeps coming back, and i hoped it will go away, and it stayed, so i destroyed my own feelings, have you ever, feel liked your someone else, to feel the disappointment as you breaks in, breath in the regret of the broken promises he made, i feel my heart breaks and it pierced through me, i feel my heart breaks, as my paranoia turned real, and it pierced through me, and the scars will remain forever, we feel nothing but yet it still hurt us, bringing us to our downfall as my body burns, burnt and broken i tried to rise to the future, but his face resembles me trying to save you, i feel my heart breaks, as my paranoia turned real, and it pierced through me, i tasted a life somebody tasted before, does my existance feels the acceptance? my hands shook as i became worried and broken, everything shall collapse and i withered on the inside, searching for explanation as i tried to overcome, will our dreams be affected? as i tried to overcome this feelings, its senseless but its so brutal, to taste a life somebody tasted before, i tried to make you feel beautiful, while i withered and die inside, i tried to make you feel the innocence, while i wake up and breath in your regrets, she will walk the earth again, mission accomplished, i will stay and live in her memories, as i taste a life somebody tasted many times before... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |