Saturday, November 24, 2007

if only everybody knew,
how hard is it to move around,
when you're down, when your memories,
lived inside your brain, whispering,


words that you shouldn't hear,
the answers that are meant to be secret,
but no, i am stubborn and eager,
and i fall down, in my own accord,


if only everybody knew that,
theres another person who lived in me,
a person who's willing to give,
everthing, for the love he hoped to find,


a person who's denied everything he lost,
a person who lost control of his steering,
a person who's bruised and scarred so easily,
a person who destroyed himself when he's angry,


can't help but to carry the cigarrete around,
and i feel so selfish to let you worry,
when i am just another let down,
when you are so alive and much more deserving..

2:26 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D