maybe you didnt realized,
theres something more than meets the eye,
so i've taken you away,maybe to a better place,
but i hope you won't forget,even how high we are,
we still fall to the ground if we pushed us over the edge,
i hoped you wont regret of the mistakes we made,


if i would say,wait for me and i will return,
i promise that i will come back with your future,
and if you would follow me now,theres a place,
and happiness that i would liked to share with you,
i paste a picture of you in my heart so that i will remember,
that theres a girl who are waiting for my return,


i read your stories through the silence in your eyes,
and i wont forget how we met and the fights we had,
but you are here now lying your head on my shoulder,
as the bus took us to our destination,
i called out your name but you are so fast asleep,
but will you remember me as you grow older?


its raining outside but we still stood under the rain,
and you,kept dancing in my mind,a face that shines,
it felt weird but i feel that im holding your hand even if,
you are far away,the only difference is that theres no smell,
smell of you,the smell that made me feels liked im home,
so i've spoken,would you take my hand and follow me?


hello people.this blog is so old.i grew up with this blog.and yes.theres ups and downs.those people who come and go.they are all here..


dear god,
thanks for sending me a person who i can love.the person who appreciate me.the person who made me feel that im whole.


and god,i hoped that she will stayed in my blog until the end.....


love,
apen.

2:30 AM