Saturday, December 01, 2007

another distant light,
in which i hoped to reach,
but its far away this time,
far away from my sight,


let the ending speak the beginning,
my heart begins to burn with rage,
as i drew far away from your arms,
nothing shall be spare from this carnage,


a love thats not immuned to time,
every sweet words said are just another,
illusion to make us wanna stay,
this is all we had, this is all we know,


theres no tears but blood weeped,
im torn between the battle of misunderstanding,
why is it that i am the only one,
who dont understand, to be blamed,


i stood before god and seek forgiveness,
show me the right path and take me away,
if i cant changed myself, i dont want to,
hurt any humanity, i turned myself in,


im confused as i walked into this madness,
down on all fours, god i asked you,
show me the right path, give me the light,
i've lost my faith and soul in this world,


i feel that theres shadows stalking me,
dear god, my mistakes are bringing me down,
i am now a broken and worried man,
show me the way cause i forget to confine in people.

2:02 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D