a day ended with regret!
i find myself walking to my home,
and its been so long and i felt far away,
if theres love in the trenches,i will find it,


we have to get up! get up if we fall,
ad i will prove to you that im still standing,
still standing here right in front of you!
i will stop, i will stop before it repeats!....


hello there.kl has been a hell of a fun.so far away from all the problems i had in this country.


have u ever felt liked, theres this point of time, you are tired of everything that happened,especially when that thing keeps on repeating.its not that i dont understand that people needed time to change..but sometimes, time is killing us slowly.


the reason why i smoked.

1. it gets my mind off something
2. i dont feel lonely whenever i smoked
3. people keeps doing the things that disheartens me.
4. nobody's there to comfort me
5. i am a smoker since im sec 3.

if anyone wants me to cut down or stop.i will.hell yeah i will.provided that you give me lots of motivation and courage.not when you gave me some motivation and just let go of me just because i keep on smoking.not when you suddenly said that you dont bother anymore and just do whatever i like.it demotivates me.seriously.and eventually its back to square one.

sometimes,i feel so hurt and depressed easily at times. i didnt tell anyone.dont asked me why.its part of me. and it still living inside me.nobody can change this...

and sometimes,at certain point of time.i hope you understand theres something more in me than just what other average human has..if you love someone that much,they say you will have to learn to let go,but to me,

if you love that someone that much, i will say, you will have to learn how to make them stay.cause love is not common.its rare.u will never get the same love.its either the better or worst.and i dont want to lose your love either. baby. <3333

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