Monday, January 28, 2008

i am irritating.

its okay.i know where i stand.


do we even know when its time to stand?to stand for what isnt right and what we did wasnt on intention?


let down. is all i know.


am i changing into another person?


finding faults?

maybe i am trying to hard.i have to stop everything.pause everyone in my life. and put em to where i wanted.and then i will start all over again..


i dont need any drastic change.


is there anyone.anyone who faced the same problem as me?to feel cast away and to feel easily offended?to easily offended by small little things and changes in life?


is there anyone?i dont want to be there when everybody's changing...


if theres someone who accidentally bumped into this blog, please do, meet me, at the end of bedok jetty...


p.s. here and now, im on my own, for i have walked this world alone. i gave my best to let this fall. have i lost it all.....


i am so so so sad.. :( but its okay. i cant hide behind what i dont know.

8:20 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D