 Saturday, February 02, 2008
Destroyed i will remember, the days of my life, how miserable i felt, to the things that i've not done.and yet, i tried to simplify, the mistakes people made. and somehow, nobody listened. everyone wanted to become perfect.so they took in the advices i gave, and they turned the tide against me. i feel so destroyed by the love ones. and slowly, slowly, i'll become a maniac.smoking my lungs out even tho it hurts. i dont need no people talkin behind my back. i had friends. oh yes i do. but some friends, they dont appreciate .they thought, its okay, to hear rumours,and talked crap about them the whole day.they thought its okay, to heard some stories about them, that they planned to destroy a lovers life and they, spread hate against them. you fcuks are totally wronged.i will make sure, for those who dont know anything about me but my name. i will make sure, you guys will regret, later in life, even after apologies, i will, make you regret about what you said and did. theres nothing better in life as i followed the current.everything's here is a mixture of confusion and some dumbness in people.i hate the things i had now.. i missed abang jo, wandi and some people who helped me through when you're not there. i tried to use science, to know whats wrong with us but i've failed. now all i am afraid of, is losing myself. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |