 Tuesday, March 18, 2008
maybe theres something i did wrong, but its not that i dont care, but i have another million ways, to get over this, its just that i choose to stay, and i left the apartment with loads of cash, im here and im going to take over the world, and i dont need to be who you wanted be to be, but theres a problem in my social life, waking up just to get caught, i always keep my life a secret, something that i always dont show, would we make amends to our demands? im sick of the things we always did, sick of getting back home with a worry, in my head, so i just let it out, let it out, please change my life, change my life. reached home.get scolded by cranky dad.plans didnt worked out.lack of sleep.fatique.feel so out of love.feel so odd.trying to get over the feelings.back pain.overworked.sleep.plans of going axel house tommorow and call whats on the newspaper.reached home from another hectic day.get scolded by dad.plans dont work out.feel so lonely.assumptions.jobless.moneyless.transportationless.futureless. USELESS. i feel. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |