 Monday, May 19, 2008
when you woke up. checked the living room, and finds out that theres nobody but yourself.everybody is doing something, somewhere. and you retreat back to your bed.only to find the comfort you had is your pillows. when you realised, everybody everywhere is making money and you dont.when your friends dine in at the finest restaurants,coffee shops or maybe just a fast food joint and you, brought food from home. and you looked at yourself in the mirror, and realised, how useless you are. then you feel all down, all washed up and you sit at the toilet bowl, smoking your lungs out, cause thats the only thing that you can do for now. the feelings of guilt creep inside your veins making you who you are not meant to be. and every calls you get from your cellphone, surprised you cause you thought it was the manager who interviewed you 2 days ago. and everyone, everywhere is doing something but you. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |