another voice from the phone call,
was it real or did i imagine it?
a locked door, cant find any reasons for it,
set my foot again to escape from this life,

was framed, from the uncontrolled arguements,
nobody answers my phone calls anymore,
ignorance, from the people i know,
i dont understand why am i facing all these,

cant seem to find my inspiration anymore,
so i stayed at home, hoping for the best,
hoping that everyone will learn to forget,
but the rain outside my house just wont go away,

the good dreams i used to have,
has turn into a nightmare,
nothing to aim anymore, cast away,
just liked an ex-convict that already changed,

this things, have turn me back to where i started,
to start a new life seems to be the best idea,
forgetting everyone who put me to blame,
let the rain fall down on me,

i will walk and never turn back,
too much memories from the things i had,
i will miss it so much now but i cant hold it,
but heres something for you to know,

im not to blame, i may say something bad,
and you know sometimes i never mean it,
but i never did it for the people to know,
and the silence is all im having now,

the people that i used to care,
turn their backs against me,
nobody treats me the same anymore,
you just dont understand it,

i hope you are enjoying it now,
things will never be the same anymore,
the grass on field we used to walk on grew dead,
the sea on the beach we left our footprints dried up,

nobody wants it to be this way,
nobody wants to see it end,
but nobody really knows,
nobody knows what happening to me in the end...

3:16 AM