Wednesday, June 25, 2008

heres my bruises, something i never shown you,
i chose to hide it, cause you never understand,
lock the damn door, heres my empty space,
you know where to find me after this,

tell me, whats happening outside now?
nobody seems to be listening to what i said,
everybody is busy doing something, somewhere else,
here comes the faint footsteps from another stranger,

the world is an angry place,
somebody is calling me, i should go home now,
you deserve a better place and i choose to stay,
heres the door to your getaway, just walk through it,

the feel that suddenly fades thru time,
i guess i cant blame myself for feeling liked this,
i am very careful with what im going to do,
but this is goodbye, the world is crashing down,

i will close my eyes and get through this,
i will hold out my hands and get to another place,
a lonely field with lots of dreams that i can reached,
let it all wash away, let it all wash away now,

its such a mess the way i end things,
but you can go now and i will clean everything,
i belong here and you dont, you're not the first one,
who tasted something different and bitter in me,

can you hear my footsteps and the sound of my heartbeat,
i will clap my hands to tell you how far i went,
the writings on the walls left by me as a memoir,
the burnt pictures on the floor to let it go,

im sure, you see something different,
something i never did before but i've done it,
goodbye for now, im sure i will see you soon,
its time to wake up and the world shall begin..






i spent my afternoon today by having a very short nap. i really liked todays afternoon because the atmosphere is liked very calm..haha..

till here then.. and btw, staff party is awesommee!!

11:03 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D