 Tuesday, June 10, 2008
i dont even know where to start. i love you azri. I love you very much. There's no one except you. Even how angry i am towards you, I can't change the person that I've chosen to be with. Forever. I have always looked at you since we were friends. I told myself that I cant be with you cause its impossible. You liked izah so much till you blogged about her. I mean you don't really straight to the point but you give her a hint, I think? Haha. I'm sorry that I made you feel jealous last time about dafir. But that doesn't matter anyways. Time has changed. Everything changed! Sometimes baby, whenever we have arguments, I always have strong feelings that this is it. No more circles of us. I'm so afraid that you would leave me hanging. Cause you refused to listen every time when I wanna explained things. And from there, we start to scream to each other. Calling names that we shouldn't call. I realized how tough such period was. It's okay now. The ring that you gave me has no end. And so is us. Goodnight love. <333 ayu. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |