 Tuesday, July 01, 2008
hey there. my name is apen. i usually disclosed my real name because i cannot pronounce the R properly.so please understand. hey there my is apen. i really need a new adventure in life. pfft. im feeling so down rite now about it. today. i met a girl name shiyun. shiyun is the type of girl whom u may think shes 18 or 19. but then no. shes 21. shiyun is the type of girl whom u may think she just graduated from her secondary school. but then again, no. she has o-levels, a-levels and diploma in tourism and hospitality in her hands. and trying to get a place in SMU. fuck that right? how do i know all these? well heres the story. a week ago. me and some friends were waiting for our bus at SMU and we found this file with certs on it. we didnt saw any particulars in it so i passed it to the security guard and he asked me to throw away. so instead of throwing some really really good cert. i kept it and finally found some particulars. so we smsed and arrange a place to meet. after i took 12 blocks of butter at fish and co paragon, i meet her. i thought she was a guy. and turns out to be a girl. with cute looks but shorter than me. liked manci around there. so passed her the cert and she thanked me by giving me pack of 6 toblerone chocs. dont really deserve it but took it anyway. then it struck me. as i thought about her certs and some of my well educated friends.. i really need a change. i felt as if im so left out from the world. i wanted to be a biotechnology student. and thats my dream. even if i have to marry at an old age. i just simply dont care. i want to achieve my dream. i really really wanna hold a diploma and make my parents proud yea. i dont really care if the dreams really cast me away from my good friends. i just wanna be somewhere where i can get good pay and status. i dont know.i need a new environtment.somewhere i can do better than now. by thinking all these, i feel as if, i dont wanna go work tomorrow. but what can i do again? time.. now i realised.. dont waste a second of it, thinking of doing something stupid. just do what benefits you more. how i wished all these came to me when i was still young.. goodbye for now.. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |