 Wednesday, July 02, 2008
look away, dont stop looking, i am now standing on the edge, i still cant get over with the guilty feeling, dont you know, my heart still aches, choking on the first words i've said, i cant speak, cant hide my own feelings, my bones potruded out my skin as i wait, i will wait till you find me here, maybe people will laugh at me but i dont find it funny anymore, maybe people will laugh about it, but i dont find it funny anymore, are you out there somewhere? somewhere someone misses you, i will walk with you to the city, just like you always wanted me to, here i am, sitting on my own grave, waiting for your turn, to lie beside mine, didnt the world treat you just right? if i cant live with you, i will die with you, i used to think, its all about fate, but i guess, its about each individual, no one was blessed with perfection like yours, a face that could launch a thousand ships, and i know people will laugh at me but i dont find it funny anymore, and i know people will laugh about it, but i dont find it funny anymore, will you ever find me here? will you ever find me here? its getting late and i hear my ghost calling, this is the last time, i will touch your face. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |