Saturday, July 19, 2008
my chest.. very pain.
i am still suffering from my cough. but that doesnt stop me from working. i had to work. i owe like so much money from daddy, and i dont want to ask my parents money.
i want to show em, i can live without em when they are no longer here. i want to show em, rite before my NS. i am not a failure.
i am not a failure....cough!
p.s. and i asked god. to open up my eyes, show me the right path. end everything that is bitter or that isnt promising. and to open up my heart. live my life, free from lies and pretend. words that isnt heard by my own ears. actions that i couldnt see. to keep it away far from me.
cause all i ever need now. is something that could lighten my heart. so that. i could breath much more easily.
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