Saturday, July 19, 2008

my chest.. very pain.

i am still suffering from my cough. but that doesnt stop me from working. i had to work. i owe like so much money from daddy, and i dont want to ask my parents money.

i want to show em, i can live without em when they are no longer here. i want to show em, rite before my NS. i am not a failure.

i am not a failure....cough!


p.s. and i asked god. to open up my eyes, show me the right path. end everything that is bitter or that isnt promising. and to open up my heart. live my life, free from lies and pretend. words that isnt heard by my own ears. actions that i couldnt see. to keep it away far from me.

cause all i ever need now. is something that could lighten my heart. so that. i could breath much more easily.

1:04 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D