do you remember what you did when you're still in sec 1? the innocent stuffs you never thought of when you're older and yet you did it when you're young. i remembered what i did when i'm sec 1. the innocent stuffs of course. refreshed my memories as i took 913 home just now. its the only route that always brings memories to myself cause i often take that route home.

dropped near evergreen primary. walk past the school, turn left and walked past the multi-storey carpark and then you can find my block. haha!

kay, back to the subject. when i was in sec 1, my parents, sent me and my brother for speech or ceramah at Mashid An`Nur. its near the checkpoint. yerp. very far. every sunday, my mom would force me and my brother to wake up just to go for the speech. the speech is very draggy and sometimes i would fall asleep. haha. after the 2 hours speech, me and my bro would go to the nearest coffee shop and eat! sometimes we would eat at KFC. i remembered that the zinger burger was bigger compared to now! :(

people often wondered why i sometimes prefer to thon outside instead of sleeping on my bed. well sometimes, the answer is straight-forward than what you expected.

we have 365 days. most of the 365 days, we spent sleeping on our bed. so why not try doing something else instead of sleeping on our bed every night! sure its tiring but i like to live a different life sometimes. its the thrill that makes you look forward to another day.

are we different creatures when we are sad? are we a different character when we faced some difficult problems in life. problems that came out from nowhere and you scratched your head and try to figure a way to overcome it.

do we tend to shut up and keep to ourselves when we had a heartache? does it made us sad when people dont read our mind? made us low self esteem when you are trying so hard to be different but end up being the same?

do we look down as we walked? scared to face the world. scared to look at people faces. scared to look at your past memories...

do we have to try so hard to be that somebody? to feel and understand what he or she felt like to be in that situation? destroying every single cell of our own just to be that somebody...

when you thought you woke up early to work or school. catch the bus on time and you thought, this is going to be your lucky day. think again. somebody or something might be in the way. but chins up cause at least you have a good start for today. keep in mind that you already had a good start, so why not be an optimistic person for the day.

this is how my mind works, everytime i go to work, or leave my house. i realised, everything must be done with confidence. without it, you got no heart to do anything. :)

bijibijibiji

kay bye. i want to sleepppp...

p.s perfection is for the weak. happiness is something we cant afford. acception is complicated especially when people cant accept for who they are.

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