FRIENDS.

ahhh..theres so many of em outside. so many differences too. we are not perfect as what we thought, but still, life seems much better if you lessen down your mistakes

sometimes you gotta stop pulling people from the ones they really are meant to be close with. an act of selfishness plus arrogance will prove you nothing. really. i am not saying that i dont know what it feels to be desperate with no one around. but making use of somebody hiatus and talking bad about it, like adding salt to the wounds, being a hypocrite and pyscho the minds of people, telling em, what use of em when they are not even there, their weakness, you choose to kill em.

true friends stay till the end. i seen the smiles of fakes and the insincerity in people actions. i learnt em all and sometimes i see myself doing it. i dont need to touch the heart of anyone but they way how they live their life and how they tried so hard to cover up their tracks. and rumours and rumours spreading around. (even if i dont entertain it). i tried being in their position and trust me, i feel like killing myself for doing it.

"we are the new friends. forget your old friends"
good friends wont say this to you unless you applied it as "i got new friends. forget my old friends" i seen some of my friends just went missing liked that, thought they have personal problems but end up, sucking up from their new friends. and when their new friends left, they talked to me liked how we did last time, but when their new friends are around, they tend to push me to one side. solutions: fuck it.

"im doing this because i know they(their friend) heart is sensitive."
fuck it. they wont be there even when they let you down. destroy this kind of people. just think that they are a piece of crumpled paper lying on the floor, waiting to be kick or step. dont pick em up. if you do, just throw em in the rubbish bin.

"he or she is popular in myspace, friendster, etc etc. and he or she is my best friend :) " (this is the 9992394th person that claimed he or she is their bestfriend -_-

well, look here. she or he is not your bestfriend just because you guys does shopping together, chat on the phone together, have lesbian or gay sex together. differentiate this.

an unpopular person doing most of the stuffs for you, stand up for you, console you when you're down, understand you more than your boy/girlfriend does, always there when you're down but he or she doesnt want anything in return yet, you tend to forget em in the period of time

OR

a popular person who does all the acting but simply does nothing at all yet, you tend to remember them from time to time. asking em out every single day. forgetting the ones that used to help you. a big FUCK YOU to you.

people and more people. these are the common mistakes i foresee in friends. and i understand how it feels to be in one of the situations stated above cause i've been there. im not typing this just to bitch about people and be a coward and not to state their names but if people read this, you should know who you are and try to change for a better human being. maybe you doesnt realise it but one day you should know how it feels if you're the victim.

so please.

live your life with a mindset that there are others living it too. the world may not be that kind to us, but let us be a little bit considerate and make life easy for others.

"stop being a unwanted fan. these are your true friends"

you decide.

12:50 AM