 Saturday, August 02, 2008
this is what i am now, suffering from the wounds that scarred me, i am still not done with you yet, i am your history, i am what you created, this anger is all that i had left inside, an innocent life that you've destroyed, i am ruin and left behind so why, why all the sadness all these years? take a different approach, another thought, this is your retribution, a life filled with fear, i wont let go, as long the memories stays, until you the day you die, this is how you gonna live! p.s. past history. updated 0315am. fuck. i believe that some people grew up to be a honest and sincere adults while some just lost their path of righteous and become a nuisance to the society and a burden to their family while some just become FREAKS. dont mind what am i going to say but after bloghopping and studying each personality of some friends, i just realised that there are some people who are going to be just like nonya nonya nyanyuk afterall when they grow up. and sometimes, i just feel like i dont want to add sins in my life when i have done quite enough and even when you dont believe in god, you will have this mindset of, where the hell am i going to be when i die? this is for all you atheist dumbfucks who think that you are good enough to live in a world without god. jeez. kay enough --------------- and its been a week since i meet Miss manci. both of us is busy working to earn extra cash so that we could buy what we want! aahhhh... the wonderful life of working. you eliminate all the boredom and put all your energy into something more worth it.. hoho. at the end of the day, you're are the one who will get what you earned for! apen, do you know whats the philosophy of cooking? a question maricar asked me just now. "happiness.. sincerity?" "thats right apen(with the sengau voice of hers). If you're happy cooking, everything you cook will be nice.." AND AND!!! I KNOW HOW TO COOK TOM YUM SOUP ALREADY!! WOOHOO!! power ah apen. when i grow up and marry to my dearest girlfriend, i want her to work while i cook for my children! HAHA! pemalas nye aku. oh look at the time! its time to play game. p.s. I miss you manci! |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |