Friday, August 22, 2008

with a tired mind and a heart with thoughts of its own,
the loneliness feeling that slowly creep inside my room,
i demand every single human being in the world for explaination,
but they acted like G-116 that cleans up everything but itches you,

calling up strangers i never talked on the phone before,
finding new interesting stuffs to talk about, to waste my time,
to make me feel that this journey home is much shorter than yesterday,
to make sure my existence here is not meant to be forgotten.


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dear apen,

how many more ciggs and sleepless nights are you going to need before you realised its not worth it. i heard you are having an insomnia. hope you get over it. like what rinaldi said, its all about the psychology. you need to read a book before you sleep, not on the laptop and surf the net! its worthless mr apen! you are working 11 hours every single day and you need rest so your body can function properly! dont let me hear any news of you collapsing at work due to tiredness. i understand how boring sometimes work is, especially when your good friend yaz, is quitting due to NS. im sure theres more people or should i say, better and funnier people to work with. and afterall, you have Zul to accompany you before he goes to Dubai.

yes yes. good to hear that the pay has increase. $6/hr? man. thats alot dude. for a FNB outlet esp. mcdonalds or KFC cant even compete with your pay bro. hope you save up enough money for you and your GF.

well till here then mr apen. i hope to hear more from you soon.. i hope you wont freak out. :D

xoxo,
jessica alba


p.s for real

12:38 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D