 Monday, September 08, 2008
nobody in the world, have ever been so patient with me other than my own girlfriend. manci. i realised that shes doing more than a girlfriend ever did to my life. a love, i never felt before in my life. a love stronger than iron and steel put together. stronger than the uranium put inside the head of a nuclear missile. the weapon that blew the whole of hiroshima. nobody in the world, have ever been so understanding than manci! the happiness and the giving in for stupid reasons and just to satisfy my strong ego. the one thats been there for me even when shes so far away, the one that chase me till the end of the world even when i left her alone. manci is the one who simply nods her head and support me in whatever plans i make up. because why? because she believes in what im doing and the right things i set for us. i realised everything now. all i need is a change. so i asked her for 2nd chances. to change myself. to lessen my egos and to learn how to give in. i want to show her, i am not like this. most importantly, i want to show her, that i am not like this BECAUSE of her. i am who i am becoming. my own stupid decision. and lastly, i want to show manci, that i am the BEST boyfriend she ever had in her past relationships and i want to show her that I AM THE ONE FOR HER. when the world comes crashing down, i will find you even if you hide.. i am your lifeline...  p.s. thanks to these people too wakes me up and get through to tough times , KIKI, FEROZE ,mai,dina and the people who helped me through. :D and especially MANCI! |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |