 Wednesday, October 29, 2008
love.. love could be made of little things in life. the actions we did. good or bad, we certainly have our own reasons. i didnt realised that i saw love in my eyes and it surprised me totally. how the little things could touched our hearts and made us forget the mistakes they did. our parents, of course, play an important role in love. yes, our parents... me and mom were watching a cooking show, Masak Mini at Suria yesterday. then theres, sambal prawn, lamb chop and so on. my eyes set on the lambchop. mom never cook lambchop before so i voiced out, Mak, mak try buat lamb chop ah. sedap sey. tak pena pun mak buat lambchop! then i got up and bath. after getting ready to meet manbi, i opened the my room door and saw mom jolting down the recipe for lamb chop. i was taken aback. mom is fully concentrating on the tv while her hands, jolting down the recipe on a piece of paper. and of course, i think about it for the rest of the day till today. yes. till today. despite she, who worked from 730-5 on weekdays, we still get up and theres food in the kitchen. she never failed not to cook on a single day. from the day im born, theres always food. even if theres no food, she filled the cabinets with tidbits and cup noodles. sometimes, i feel that she doesnt want me to go out often. i finally realised, that shes been doing the house chores often, stocking up food, so that we wont waste money outside. and when we reached home, theres always food. food and more food. how sinful i am sometimes to overnight at a friend house and leave she and my lil brother alone at home. hrmm.... mother, mother, how grey your hair will be, how weaker you are when we grow older, you know, i am still here, looking after you i will be your legs if you couldnt walk further, is there anything more i could possibly do, than looking after the one that protected us, raised us, yet we betrayed them at times and they still stood there, our sins forgiven? mother, mother, my love for you will never end, even without conversations, you are still the same, theres more grey hair now, you are wearing glasses, but you are as strong as ever, when the day comes and you have to go, dont worry mom, you are not forgotten, i know i am you, out of the brothers i got, you still live in me, and i got no regrets knowing you as my mother... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |