Sunday, October 26, 2008

so many expectations, so little time,
i sense a desperation in your movements,
you gotta put, put some sense in that head,
beauty is worthless, all i need is an act of agreement,

you make a good universal bait,
your mind being poisoned by naiveness,
they trapped you so easily in their own cages,
i tried to make worthwhile but its so meaningless,

gotta take the blame, take the blame to cease fire,
the point of my existence seems so worthless,
so i ran the other direction and you keep chasing me,
like an undying shadow in the world of lights,

what went wrong till the future falls apart?
did i accidentally make a drastic change till you have to condemn?
lifes like that but i cant make everyone in the world happy,
everyones not really that satisfied but you destroyed me,

gotta take the blame, take the blame to cease fire,
lifes like that, whats the point of building our future now?
your egos make us grow futher apart, i am done believing,
spare this moment now, see me walk away from you,

i will not let myself down this time.
i will not let my existence be an example of a downfall.

11:42 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D