 Thursday, November 06, 2008
pardon me for the last half written entry. today is suppose to be the last day im working at fish and co. well, yesterday but i guess i extend my stay for awhile. too much of something good. too good that you couldnt find it anywhere else. something crossed my mind while im downing my fish n chip just now. something that made me stared into the hot oil. im wondering. im wondering how abang jo is doing now. hes the biggest inspiration in my life. no one can beat him. i mean. look at him. went to jail for how many years for drugs and start his career from the scratch and he earns like 100 bucks per day as a technician supervisor. after he went to Qatar, we lost contact. and i quit my job as a technician at Invensys and i moved on with life. i didnt realised how time flies by so fast and its already how many months and, as days grew nearer to my enlistment. and i realised, i met great people in life already. how many more needed before i kickstart my brain, telling myself, i can do better? i already met Mr Rinaldi, his parents owned oil company in Indonesia, making millions in a year and yet he worked at Fish N Co when he just sit back or go on cruise. Zul the Trainer, have 2 kids and a wife and he worked at Fish N Co too for 3 years and when you get the chance to see him work, you couldnt believe your eyes! he is so hardworking and superfast. and yes, he is living in Khatib with his own flat. aint it cool? how many people needed left? great people that suffered to reach the top. and most of them didnt come from a wealthy family either nor they have good education qualifications. i rewinded my memories just to make sure i am on the right path. the place i promised my parents. but memories, sometimes they are too powerful for us to go back in time. i am just repairing the damages i did in the past... but its never to early for regrets. im sure and i am confident, theres still a way and if i cant suppressed time, i will have to learn to make use of it. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |