Tuesday, December 23, 2008
and since when sincerity can be so hard?
whatever. if love is so sincere i hope shakespeare could like add a few words such as,
"if love is so sincere and pure, shut the hell up and just do your chores"
my god. the immaturity in some people. jeez.
btw, here i am back in singapore cause i am having a high fever back in Tekong. went to the MO and he told me i have to go home. darn it. just when i was about to do my first guard duty! the idea itself was great actually, so i can have some rest and sleep like a pig but not now, oh yes.. not now.
how many of you love fucks actually keep looking back even when you move on with life? i didnt have intimate sex with anyone nor i actually went out with different sort of girls. i never dance nor go clubbing. never drink nor take drugs. just a mere conversation with an old friend in a really joking way. theres something you need to know about me.
i never really take life so seriously. only suckers did that. i always let my life run smoothly.
but i did actually followed to whatever you said now. and still that doesnt seems to be satisfactory.
when you talked about break up, and you gave me all the reasons and so on, i didnt realised, im attached to somebody who is really emotionally unstable. friends told me about that before but i let it slipped by.
trapped in your undying world. you decide whether you still have the urge to go or just stay and keep your mouth shut. your call.
dear PC,
please pleasee let me have a vocation that allows me to travel! it doesnt matter how far it will go, to india or new zealand! im willing to travel!!'
kay till here then.
p.s. i really miss 079..
11:21 AM