Tuesday, December 23, 2008

and since when sincerity can be so hard?

whatever. if love is so sincere i hope shakespeare could like add a few words such as,

"if love is so sincere and pure, shut the hell up and just do your chores"

my god. the immaturity in some people. jeez.

btw, here i am back in singapore cause i am having a high fever back in Tekong. went to the MO and he told me i have to go home. darn it. just when i was about to do my first guard duty! the idea itself was great actually, so i can have some rest and sleep like a pig but not now, oh yes.. not now.

how many of you love fucks actually keep looking back even when you move on with life? i didnt have intimate sex with anyone nor i actually went out with different sort of girls. i never dance nor go clubbing. never drink nor take drugs. just a mere conversation with an old friend in a really joking way. theres something you need to know about me.

i never really take life so seriously. only suckers did that. i always let my life run smoothly.

but i did actually followed to whatever you said now. and still that doesnt seems to be satisfactory.

when you talked about break up, and you gave me all the reasons and so on, i didnt realised, im attached to somebody who is really emotionally unstable. friends told me about that before but i let it slipped by.

trapped in your undying world. you decide whether you still have the urge to go or just stay and keep your mouth shut. your call.


dear PC,

please pleasee let me have a vocation that allows me to travel! it doesnt matter how far it will go, to india or new zealand! im willing to travel!!'

kay till here then.

p.s. i really miss 079..

11:21 AM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D