 Friday, January 02, 2009
feelings. have i lost it all. did every little thoughts of you fades away? am i taking a step further away from you. i may not be the same person you loved before but im still here to help you in anyway i can. i am sorry and trust me, i am guilty ridden till now. some may not understand and kept on calling me an asshole but i let the false accusations slipped by. i promised myself to transfer at least 50 bucks to your account since you are jobless now. whether you accept it or not, its up to you. i dont need money. i dont need someone new to take over your place. i need a place where time stood still and i can figure out how to make you contented wihout having me beside you. i need to find a place where you deserve more than this. and yes i know. you deserve something better than this. not me. not apen. but something better. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |