Sunday, January 11, 2009

so i wrote a song that you and i could sing to,
cause they all don't wanna listen to the facts i had,
i'm tired of the cold shoulders they are giving me,
they wanted to push me together with the dying breed,

i know life's not fair, but this is me breaking it out to you,
i've just lost my pace and time is not by my side, ,
i can't put you anywhere inside me, so i put you to sleep,
you woke up and still followed my footsteps,

the familiar smell indicating you're there,
let's not hasten to kill the next time we meet,
desperate and yet we stood still,
petrified with the decisions we made,

don't ever let it haunt you,
don't ever let it made you cry,
don't ever let it changed you,
please don't ever tell me,
you let your memories scatter all over places,

you'll be fine and you know yourself well,
i'm hoping you will be a little bit stronger,
hold on for a little bit longer, a little bit longer,
and who says i'm a man without feelings,

and i will only make a bad movie,
cause the credits roll in the beginning,
i'm desperate to get us home,
we seem to have wake up as strangers,

i swear i will not return here,
i've lost my place and someone's life,
i will take the sunset, the tent and the 3 stars with me,

i will take the sunset, the tent and the 3 stars,
i will take the P.Ris sea, the shore, the hermit crabs.
i will take the bridge, the esplanade view, ben n jerrys,
i will take half of your touch and your bad memories

and i will make myself someone new.


moody.

why is everyone so moody nowadays. how can one have so many problems especially when they are still students? -_- maybe relationship or schoolwork or maybe home. bah. couldnt be bothered anyways.

so yesterday was wasted. seriously wasted. was puking on the grasspatch liked nobody business. too much drink. rae was confident she could win me but when i woke up shes still asleep! haha.

anyways. money money! i need more money! kay bye!

2:49 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D