Friday, February 20, 2009

on my bed, far away, i keep myself busy by self learning. right or wrong, it doesnt matter. theres the trial and error method. so i have to find a new way to escape this madness. i realised i cant really be letting out secrets to most of my friends for they have connections. they tend to talk and one thing leads to another.

sometimes, i wished if theres nothing for me anymore, i wanna sign on. sign on and run away from this life that offered me broken promises. but i will hold on, put an halt to everything, they only thing i am concentrating is making myself stronger. stronger than before. even if my mind will be twisted by the end of the day, i wanna come out stronger.

i already did alot of mistakes and its time to put my hands down and learn to lead a new way of life.


like the airbornes that parachuted in the sky, so free as gravity pulls em down. i wanna be there. i wanna look how small living things will be when im up there...

3:04 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D