Friday, February 20, 2009
on my bed, far away, i keep myself busy by self learning. right or wrong, it doesnt matter. theres the trial and error method. so i have to find a new way to escape this madness. i realised i cant really be letting out secrets to most of my friends for they have connections. they tend to talk and one thing leads to another.
sometimes, i wished if theres nothing for me anymore, i wanna sign on. sign on and run away from this life that offered me broken promises. but i will hold on, put an halt to everything, they only thing i am concentrating is making myself stronger. stronger than before. even if my mind will be twisted by the end of the day, i wanna come out stronger.
i already did alot of mistakes and its time to put my hands down and learn to lead a new way of life.
like the airbornes that parachuted in the sky, so free as gravity pulls em down. i wanna be there. i wanna look how small living things will be when im up there...
3:04 PM