 Monday, March 23, 2009
if theres any ways, God, that i could help myself, to convince myself that im not all that bad whenever you saw me, swearing to the slightest things that happened is when i asked you to give me strength to help those who needs it more than me. i am telling you that i am not perfect. i stand here, telling the world i am not perfect but i am not a bad person. some may say i impersonated the bad character in a movie but i am the good person who you thought to be the criminal at the end. i dont disowned my trust to my friends even if they would fake the friendship with me and its not true that people pity you because you had no one. i have and i make friends along the way, not enemies and i believed, i have change my attitude and lower down my ego towards my friends. to agree to disagree has completely been erased from my perspectives in life. i left the tap running, i forgot to clean up my room, to tell mom i took her money without her permission, to leave the air-con on for the whole day without noticing, etc etc. i am not perfect. who else dare to voice out that they are like me, not perfect and stand together with me and strife for a change? only one or two came across here and nobody read the story but i am strong enough to repeat it once in a while to tell you the story of my life. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |