 Saturday, April 25, 2009
i seen death in your lovely eyes, the number 13 has never been so familiar, its been a hundred days since you left, and we wept a hundred time since you're gone, you shown your best and now its his decision, to take it all away and to show us the things, we took for granted, and you fade away in time, but not in our memories where you will live, it haunts me, about how you felt the unwelcome stay, and it still hurts me how you were left astray, jumping to and fro, to finally settle in your children's home, and i never thought the family tree would be fucked up, you still face against the tide and floats on the surface, tell me how did you do it, how do you ever survive? death is inevitable but you welcomed it with open arms, despite the sickness and the old age that catching up with you, as they carried you to where you were once made of, its dark and deep down there, my prayers goes out to you, i will pray for the light and death is much more peaceful, than your stay up here, and i always thought, i could see you lying on your bed again, to spend another year with me, to see you breath, i was wronged when im far away and it rains, it rained on the place i am in when you were taken away, i could not deny the truth thats shown in my face, the white sheets covering you and the people around me, i no longer cared how cold you will be as blood stops, and i kissed you, just liked how you kissed me when we said goodbye... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |