 Tuesday, April 14, 2009
URPPPP.... dont laugh at my blog music. i think its cute and cool. its been sometime since i've blogged because i, apen, has dedicated my life to work. chey macam paham. ya ya, i've been busy and getting my head low for the meantime cause of some people improper behaviour happening recently. yerppppp.. life in jurong camp 2 is fun. really fun. well i can be quite bored at times with some of my friends la because i got nothing to talk to them but most of them are really gerek kaki people. and most of them are into fishing. yah yah just nice, when i stopped fishing for the mean time, god just have to put me in a place where people can talk about fishing up to 24 hours. so my working schedule is 1 day work, 1 day off. cool eyy?? so after i woke up at 730 to send my rifle, i would sleep for awhile before heading gym with Mr Mohd Hajah. my gym trainer. his body is fucking superb man. he used to be fat last time and now he's a fucking tank! tank reminds me of left 4 dead. hrmmm..... anyways, my off days were spent whacking my body in gym early in the morning. fucking running for 15 mins, then biceps, triceps, stomach and airwalk. so Hajah would push us up to max 3 hours in gym. yes. it feels good actually uh. you booked out feeling lighter and confident. hmph. but its true! yes it is. anyways, thats part of my "project" uh. to build up and get in shape for a few months. so in the afternoon, i would sleep or meet up with my old friend to catch up things. so yerp thats how my life is nowadays. :P no mess no fuss! p.s. and i am not so self-obsessed with my body. i am just vain. oh well, i admit that i am obssessed. lol broken on the inside, you let it opened wide, isolated, the walls surrounding you crumbled and fall, you thought it was safe, but it destroyed your safehouse, the feeding hands, poisoned, as you swallowed it whole, is there any better ways than to see them suffer? and yet, we had no power to stop and end it all? as we all withered and die, some just closed their eyes, with regrets while some eyes opened wide and not accept it, they will only be there to throw you up high in the air, and to see you fall down to the ground from far, broken, and with the last act of desperation, you crawled to them, only to see them blaming you for not breaking your fall, to swallow our pride and choked to death, i guess, thats how we are not meant to be after all... |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |