its just like one of those days, where i woke up startled. i grabbed some money and went down to buy a fag for myself. viceroy is having an offer, instead of 10 bucks, it was 9.40. i thought i woke up to the past, but yet again, they are just having an offer. heh. my heart feels so shallow and empty, liked as if you died but the brain seems to be working. and life has never been so straightforward......never been so straightforward.

yesterday was a blast for me. headed to have heart gig but didnt went in cause i didnt quite listened to their band, eventhough they are from boston or whatever shit, instead, i just wanna see the faces of my lovely friends. saw most of my friends down there, feroze, sidekicks, ahmad, axel, azri ali, asfar and vin. so hanged around with asfar,shahidah and vin outside. helped out selling vandalisma merchs for abit before i saw vin limping with asfar supporting him. LOL. seems liked he injured himself in the circle pit for liked 15 minutes inside.

helped him out to buy booze and some icepacks for his leg. then we refund his money cause he was inside for only 15 minutes before sending him off to the taxi. i followed him while asfar and shahidah catch up later since they owned a car. lol. we wore our masks in the A&E room. while waiting for his number to be called up, i put down my mask for awhile to breath before i smelt something pungeant! somebody just farted! then i asked him to smell. we looked behind and theres this fat man sitting behind acting nothing happened. wtf!! LOL

vin's number was called up and i had to wait for liked 30 minutes. nearly slept when i heard him calling out my name. took the medicine at the pharmacy and head out for a smoke. in less than 15 minutes, asfar fetched us and we went to the secret garden at vin's estate. LOL. lepak lepak and talked crap. it was then i realised, my body is sweating when its not even hot! and i remembered i took the pills before i went out. -_-

anyways, alot of compliments yesterday at the gig such as, kimak apen, badan kau makin kong sial. or sial ah, tangan kau da sapau eh. and some random touches here and there. -_- i am not muscular or whatever. i am FAT. FAAAATTTTT.. this is still like my 20% yet. not even 50% siaaa...but i am thankful of the compliments :D

so yeah, sent shahidah home before we lepak under my block. it was liked 2am plus plus already. me and asfar talked and talked about gigs and how progressive it is. we even talked about KFCs cruelty and all LOL. cant believed hes such an activist last time but now, he toned down. actually, yesterday is the first time we hang out together and have deep conversations. LOLOL. asfar reminds me of ahmad! so merepek and random! LOL!

okay till here now! anyways. i have achieved something in gym! 10km run completed within 2 days! wee wee!!!

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