 Wednesday, May 27, 2009
t0 my dearest friend, huzairi, as much as you wanted me to, theres a line in between. a line where you couldn't see. i was surprised, for you to even pop the question before we went to bed. and i couldn't say yes to it. now today, not tomorrow. never. i will never be part of a gang. eventho i am much an angry and vengeful person right now, i will never be part of it. i understand, your side is not the type where you guys go out and fight, but do "business". i am sorry. i hoped you understand. :) i respected you more than a friend. the good and bad we had for like a month in ITI. especially to you and faizal, we always been close tho in different team, we could find a time to even book in at night and go crazy. it could be anything. taking those P or just hang around laughing and cracking lame jokes in the middle of the night. yesterday, i did something in which, till now, i couldn't find an answer to it. you guys were on cloud 9 and were running 2.4km at 430am. i was doing sentry from 2-4am when you guys came to book in and accompanied me. i sent my arms and waited for you guys to finish 1 one run before joining you guys for a run. even how tired i am, and im still in my boots and uniform, i run. i wanna make sure, you guys dont overwork and die on the spot. not today, i dont want to lose another friend. not now, when we just knew and this is the chance for me to erase all of my old tracks and find a track i havent venture before. you guys made me forget. made me realised theres more to life than just sitting down thinking about who done shit and walked away. i never thought of it especially during our RP course at 2PDF. thank you.. p.s. sometimes, beyond the heavy steel gate where theres a strong smell of grass and a long empty road, is where my mind is. |
myself 
who am i? turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol. thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams? and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D |