Monday, September 07, 2009

on e month of september, i brought my laptop to work. and of course theres connection in the guardroom. so i opened up my ex xanga and showed my friends who she is. no reason to browse the entries either and since i do not have a good picture of her, maybe her xanga has one.

and today, i remembered how xanga can tracked down the user ids of those who browse their blog and theres this one entry i find abit distrubing.

quoted,

"some people cant stop googling/yahoo searching abt my blog. they keep on typing ''ayukz'' at the search bar. damn."

-_-"

i hoped someday, somebody would uncover the truth. im glad in some other way, people were surprised when you suddenly out of the blue, smsed me early in the morning. when you knew you already had a bf.

i hoped someday, this chapter of my life would eventually close by itself and i will walked out of it being a good guy.

maybe i dont have anything now. castaway with my own mind to linger. im sure, i still can hold on.. (:

9:27 PM

myself

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who am i?

turning 20cents this year.(18 at heart). wandering around a small city called singapore is the most favourable pastime we all liked to do. sure you can complain but nothing beats the safety and security here. a city so small that somewhat, each of us is connected. such as your bapok used to be my bestfriend and the shotgun marriage girl next to your door used to be the brightest student in class. so yeah. i love it here. XD

so yerp. serving my ns right now. basically im wasting time and using up the money they gave me. nodding my head in agreement to what they say and to look at em with the brightest eyes i could give. cant wait to go back to school and see all the little boys and bitches act like as if they know everything. 02 december 2010. world cup and ORDoooo!!! lol.

thats as much as i could fill you in. anyways, does anyone knows how to permanently remove a moustache? mom says its a man thing but i think people with moustache are the most evil person on earth cept for dad. and oh lastly, i love my friends as much as they love me eventho i dont know how the fuck people calculate love. what measurement unit is it suppose to be? kilovegrams?

and oh wait! when a friend came up to you and say, "Relax, theres many fishes in the sea." Do remember to give a middle finger and say this, "fishes? theres more bitches in there eating up all the fishes now." look around dear friend, sex is important to us now, that some of the youth considered it as a 2nd Language. :D